Monday, 18 February 2013

You're entertaining any doubts, you had to know that I was fond of you.


 My hesitance of Not-Knowing-What-On-Earth-Is-Going-On-Here has yet to subside and materialize into some form of tangible concept or solution. And honestly, it worries me. The constant precariousness has left me guarded, refined and perpetually self-conscious. And on some days it's ok, even good, but then something shifts.
I don't understand why you act like nothing ever happened, 
I had gotten so, so good at holding an infallible sense of control over my feelings instead of allowing them to become subject to the whim of another. I don't know what you did to make my clinical walls of self-preservation collapse, all my precautions about not
 falling,
  falling, 
  falling
 have disappeared, and I know,

I'll never get used to you.

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12 comments:

  1. the ones we never get used to are my favourite. always surprising, never the same.

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  2. I think I need one of those people. The ones we never get used too.

    xx
    Lulu
    Breakfast After 10

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    1. They appear at the most unexpected times I think...

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  3. Your writing is very poetic. I like your blog very much :)

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  4. Very poetic! nice blog..
    what about following each other? just let me know :)

    -itskeicee

    http://itskeicee.blogspot.com

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  5. Thank you for your comment, so thoughtful! I'm following you back now!

    Xx
    /Stephanie / http://
    mydarlingsolitude.blogspot.com

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  6. Sometimes it's good to cede control of our feelings and just allow them to "be"...to have a life of their own.

    ~Keith

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  7. Beautiful Pics!

    You got a great Blog.
    Would you like to follow each other?
    (On GFC and Bloglovin) Just let me know ;)
    My Blog: Strike a Pose

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  8. it's when you get used to it that it all begins to fall apart.

    i dont know what i'm doing, either.

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